Monday, July 16, 2012

Meh

Come back to take a look at my memories. Still intact. Thank God for that. :) Toodles.

Tuesday, November 15, 2011

Down

to one last breath.

-kead-

Wednesday, July 27, 2011

But

I kinda like you. like alot.

A little too much.

Maybe too much.

-kead-

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

So

Very Tired.

But I'm coming home. With a big smile on my face.
I'm gonna tell you. I survived hell.
And won.

I promise.

-kead-

Friday, June 10, 2011

自己失望 比別人讓我失望.

更失望.

I let myself down again.

我. 就是那個賣魚的小男孩.

-kead-

Wednesday, June 8, 2011

Maybe we're not meant to be.



I can't give you what you want and It's killing me.

It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me

It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be

Sigh. :(

-kead-

Friday, May 6, 2011

領悟

開始自己去買衣服之後. 才發現原來我一直都在穿名牌. 只是自己一直都把它看得很輕. 沒有去明白父母的感受.
原來. 離鄉背井到莫斯科後. 才發現. 我在馬是多麼的無法無天. 因為有父母罩.
現在爛攤子. 都要自己收拾. 才真正了解. 其實我還沒長大. 只是那時候的我. 自以為無敵了.
感覺自己好像走了那麼遠. 可是其實還是只是在人生的起跑線上徘徊. 不敢往前跑.
才知道 原來我一直都把很多事情看得很理所當然.
才知道 原來我還不適合當別人的依靠.
才知道 我一直都辜負了我父母.
才知道 什麼叫朋友.
才知道 我好沒用.

-kead-